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HelenYrmom on Nostr: GM In high school I used to do crazy things, reckless things…just to feel ...

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In high school I used to do crazy things, reckless things…just to feel something. Maybe it’s because I had a traumatic beginning. I know I’m not the only one that has had very dramatic and traumatic experiences from a very young age (maybe I’ll get into that someday) but I know exactly no one that has had it quite like me.

Then at a very young age (college age) I became very serious. Like way more than my peers. I got married very young (I met my husband at 19 years old) and built a very stable life. I became an executive (the youngest by far at my firm) and managed thousands of people and built the business I was working for before they were acquired by larger company and taken public. I was chosen by my company and relocated to Texas from California and given a blank check (by myself) to fill an office building with the infrastructure to run the entire business in that state. A 20 story office building where the top floor was my office and hired every employee by myself including the entire management team (I was in my early 20’s.)

I never stopped to think this was unusual, I just kept going. Then at some point after being cheated on twice, I left everything. My house which by all accounts was a mansion full of fancy stuff, my life, with only a backpack. My husband was so controlling over me he never would have allowed me to leave. So I took the bare necessities in one backpack, drove to the airport, and bought a plane ticket in cash at the counter and flew back to my home in California where I piece by piece rebuilt my life from the ground up. That’s all for now. I’m not sure why I’m sharing this but you guys seem to like it when I share my candid truth. Let me know if you want to hear more.