Some sad news.
I emailed Holla a few days ago to let her know about Club, and asked her to tell Polar as well, because I know they were in contact elsewhere. She replied:
> I fear Polarisera may not be alive; she always said she was "very old," and I cannot find her very particular brand of manic obscenity where I think it would exist.
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