halvefull♥️ on Nostr: it's known that suicides are often predicated by a making of obligations, plans, ...

it's known that suicides are often predicated by a making of obligations, plans, promises that can't actually be kept. often, it's the case that that knowledge of the impending suicide helps to lift the previous anxiety of life that would have prevented accepting those obligations, or, that the fact that they'll be dead before the repurcussions allows them to make the commitments lacking the stress of actual completion. in a sense, it lets them have one final feeling of normalcy. in my view, it also puts pressure on the suicide to occur. if you fail, you're left with so much to do.

of course, this sort of exhilarating, cathartic behavior relies on you being able to go through with it. it does no good at all to make plans and promises and obligations and be around to let them all fail and fall through.

anyways. guess who's behind on months of schoolwork, test prep, hobby obligations and doesn't have a phone anymore!!