how am i too fucking retarded to get myself to buy monero,, it's literally just firing up retoswap, choosing some trade and just doing a bank transfer in the bank web app
i hate mysefl and i should die
VPS is limited to like 18 Mbit/s now and is 24/7 pegged at that limit
just kill me
im a incompetent asshole and everyone will be better off if i never existed, i don't understand how someone could be sad when i die at all,, is it genuine or just perfomative so that they don't look bad bc they "ignored" someone?
♣️kayla
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