Not sure if this helps... But some reflections of mine about grief in the description and comments under this "caught me by surprise" grief session I recorded some years ago: https://youtu.be/58b-HhQ3IE4
I just kept letting it come... My lungs have had so much grief stored in them... After what sounds like a long communion with the herb and smoking t, your lungs are just getting going detoxing too luv🫂