In a weird mental place right now.
This time last year, tweakers had already hit me. So the fence I built is doing its job.
But I keep having motherfucking panic dreams because I am definitely worried about getting hit again.
So there's part of my brain that's saying fuck yeah I can push my crop into October and harvest at a reasonable time this year and there's another part of my brain that's telling me to harvest early just so I can get a good night's fucking sleep.
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