Zest ♦️ on Nostr: I've gotta admit I'm not read up on everything. I've thought about if I should join ...

I've gotta admit I'm not read up on everything. I've thought about if I should join you a lot. but two things have held me back. 1. I didn't really read your literature, I skimmed it planning to read it properly later. later hasn't come yet. which btw I've been meaning to ask if there's a link to everything? 2. I really don't think I have good opsec. idk how true this is but, in my mind, Zest is kind of a public figure, backed by a complete nobody. because I don't have much to lose I never really bothered to stay safe. plus I'm kind of a n00b when it comes to computers. I'm typing this from an android, no vpn, no nothin' so idk if I'm a security risk, plus I guess I felt I was protected by my lack of ambition. not a lack of enemies but more a feeling that they either had bigger fish to fry or lower hanging fruit. I feel a bit concerned that really trying to make a difference myself, makes me a bigger fish.

I do like the idea of helping to guide young people away from the sort of rigid thinking our mainstream seems so intent on promoting. the way you phrased it positions this as a "you do what you can" mindset. familiar to me from martial arts. an easy trap to fall into in martial arts is setting your sights on some particular move you want to do, perhaps a very good move that you just learned, only to not realize that your opponent already read your intentions. it's important to stay present with your opponent in order to understand them and use whatever is forthcoming to your advantage.
well not all of life is plagued with such competitiveness, but still, limitations exist and we must be creative and adaptive.