Malos10 on Nostr: After being so hyped with excitement about the baby, losing it was like a bubble ...

After being so hyped with excitement about the baby, losing it was like a bubble bursting, sending us plummeting. It was an emotional rollercoaster; we went from so high to so low. She still cries every night, and I comfort her as best I can.

I've been watching over her very closely for several days until we were sure she was out of danger.

Last week was completely packed with a project we had with some medical school graduates. We didn't even have time to think. It was five days straight, 12 hours a day.

And today, now that I'm done with that project and have some free time, I feel like I'm floating in mid-air. I tried to edit a video, but I couldn't connect with my creative side. Honestly, I felt a bit burned out, overwhelmed. Some days I've felt like I just don't want to do anything, but that's not an option. Life goes on, and we have to keep moving forward to have the chance to try again.

This is all just a way to vent and get everything out. I don't want this to stay hidden; I'd like to reread this in a few months and see how much everything has changed.

And to all of you, thank you so much for your concern and for all the help you gave us during this time.