axii on Nostr: just got home from my first rave and it was awesome it rly was until the end. i went ...

just got home from my first rave and it was awesome it rly was until the end. i went w my sister n her friends and they got me into the 21+ area and i know, i know its a rave, there were hundreds of people standing side by side, bumping into each other and stepping on one another. i was fine with that, i was fine when someone spilt their drink all over me, fine with all the weed, drugs, ppl grinding on each other n shit (kinda hot ngl). but everything wasn't fine suddenly, n maybe i'm overreacting but idk. some guy grabbed my waist and leaned in n asked to dance and my entire night was just changed in that instance. i wanted to cry so bad because i realized he had been really close behind me the whole time. i got so uncomfortable quick and i'm just thinking abt it still. idk.. it was fun. i had a good night. i'm just grossed out now and i kept having to see the same guy because he's a friend of a guy my sister knows. everyone else was so sweet though and kept asking me how i was doing. adulthood, yayyy....